I constantly have dreams.
Some are abstract. Most are the same. Many vivid.
But lately Ive been dreaming about the same thing. Why?
Ive been dreaming about the same person. It cant be. I havent heard of or seen this person in a long time.
When I have seen him, all I can remember is my heartbeat; faster as I am nearer.
I wonder.
Subconsciously, I think of him.
Does he think of me?
My dreams turned into everyday thoughts of him. I couldn't help myself.
But I also hated myself for doing so. It was useless.
The dreams and thoughts were persistant until he was no longer in sight.
Then, they whisped away.
I went along my life, almost as if it had never happened.
I was myself again, in my everyday state of the usual.
Then, one day. A dream came back.
I remembered him and all the dreams I had of him, and memoirs, were reminded in me again.
To reminisce of someone who had been gone; a feeling of yesterday.
He came back. But I wonder, was he having dreams of ME?
A Dream is just a dream, I tell myself.
A Dream is a desire, a thought, a wish.
My mouth closed, my mind wandering through my dreams.
For this is a person not meant to be dreamt about...Especially not myself...